I actually wanted to go up and see my family because my brother will be there and I hardly ever see him. I'm definitely feeling a little guilty about that.
Justine is coming over today though, so there will be Christmas joy after all. She brings such a childhood innocence into the atmosphere that I'm sure will only make things more warm and wonderful today.
I'm writing in here primarily though because I want to say this next part somewhere out loud in an attempt to actually force myself to stick to it.
Once I re-dye my hair, I want to start making YouTube videos again.
Last night, Tiffany and I were curious as to when was the last time that I actually uploaded a video of me talking to my channel. I was pretty shocked that it was over two years ago, and that it was the video where I talk about how I had just been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder.
I announced that to the world and then stopped uploading. I guess that's a clear indication of how that diagnosis made me feel.
I'll try to address that in my first video back.
Aside from that, I'd like to just start talking about music and whatever else I feel like talking about.
I clearly thrive off of putting things together and releasing it to the public, and I still can't shut up about music. I have so much physical music that I could just spend the entire time talking about that. I want it to be varied though.
There's not really much else to say other than that hopefully you'll see my face pop up in your YouTube feed within the first week or two of the new year.
If you're reading this, I hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year :)
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