Friday, February 20th, 2004

 well i havent updated this in a while, i havent been doing much lately except practicing with the band, spending way too much money at the gap, and eagerly anticipating my sleeve. yesterday was band practice, before that i went to bertucci's with matt, and after that i went to town spa with mike and the duck. im going to be working full time at sinai soon, in the environmental services department...HOORAY. its gonna be so gross, but id rather have a gross job than have to work EVERY weekend and work until 7 every time. well sunday the new band is recording our 2 song demo. im pretty siked :) we need a name though, we dont have a name.

• Current Music:Mental - AND YOU KNOW THI

Sunday, February 8th, 2004

 today i woke up, went to work, felt like shit, REALLY could have used the extra sleep but i went in anyways, turns out i didnt need to be there till 330, but those IDIOTS DIDNT TELL ME they CHANGED IT from 9-7 to 330-7 so i got mad a crushed a bunch of cookies and ran in the bathroom and jumped up and down stomping (no lie) and then they sent me home cus i was sick anyways so HAHA to them. but i feel real bad cus boris stayed til 7 for me and he got there at 530 in the morning. but i really did feel like crap. after that i went home, drove my brother home, went with julia to the gap. i bought her a skirt and a pink shirt she wanted and i bought myself another stupid shirt that doesnt make sense(but i still like it) it was only 4 dollars. i was GONNA buy pants there too that i REALLY REALLY LIKED but NOOO. someone put them on the clearance rack by mistake, and they were 40 more dollars than i thought. yeah thats about it im going now.

• Current Mood:  sick
• Current Music:Panic

Saturday, February 7th, 2004

i woke up went to newbury comics, bought the self titled no warning cd, went to als house bought some pizza, drove julia home, then went to work...work SUCKS, i cant stress that enough,the people there are so stupid and annoying, i got out of work picked up julia and drove around , we were gonna go to the gym, but we decided not to because im still sick, i feel like crap and im probably going to go home early tomorow during my 9-7(10 lame hours)shift. im really not looking forward to that shift tomorow. I DONT FEEL GOOD. but i have to keep a positive outlook. im thinking of going to college, it will help me get a better job someday.i just drank 2 glasses of orange juice, had a big salad, and had a plate of spaghetti, and just had some nyquil so i should be falling asleep soon.

• Current Mood:  sick
• Current Music:Nothing ( my Dad and Deb have guests over)

Friday, February 6th, 2004

 I took this from young's lj. im bored,home alone, and i guess doing gay sh*t like these things go hand in hand with having an lj so HERE WE GO...

name: Jason
birthdate: 3 - 3 - 85
birthplace: Stoughton (i think)
current location: Norton
hair color/eye color: i have like dirty blond brown hair i think, and i think i have green eyes?
height: around 6" maybe less maybe more i dont know but around there
boyfriend/girlfriend?: duckfriend
siblings?: xEricx
living arrangements: at my dad's in norton with my step mom and occasionally my brother.

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date: Feb. 6th 2004
time: 11:03
clothing: Ha, boxers...that's it
hair: Pos-Top (even though the braindead f*ckin IDIOT cut my hair so it looks more like a military crew cut, its grown out to look more like a pos-top at this point)
nail polish?: no
listening to: Chain Of Strength
on tv: i dont know what's on right now, but AFI's Silver And Cold was the last thing i saw this morning.(which i still think is weird seeing them on MTV...)
weather:F*CKING SNOWING
talking to: No one
# of people on buddylist: 68 ( i actually talk to maybe 25 of them )
cd in player: Chain Of Strength - The One Thing That Still Holds True
people in your house: just me
makeup: no

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person you talked to: my dad
instant message from:Mike
hugged: Duck
kissed: Duck
who asked you out: hmm that's a tough one,the last person that ASKED ME OUT...dont wanna talk about it
who you rejected: see above
who you asked out: Duck 
who rejected you: ...
you liked: Duck
who liked you: Duck
thing you said: Singing along to Chain
who you im'd: Mike
ate: MetRX(XX) protein plus bar, 
drank: 2 carnation instant breakfasts, and a 3rd glass of just milk.
showered: yesterday morning (and am going to after i do this
cried: can't remember
laughed: can't remember probably yesterday at al for doing something funny
was sarcastic: probably yesterday
was happy: today
was angry: today
song listened to: True Till Death (Chain Of Strength)
thing purchased: Embrace Today - Soldiers, Chain Of Strength - The One Thing That Still Holds True, Slapshot - Digital Warfare,Coldplay - Rush of blood to the head(not sure about the title on that one, it was for my step mom), and a birthday card for her
store you went to: newbury comics and some card store
thing you cooked: pizza last night
thing you broke: Xi dont know but it certainly wasn't my edgeX
thing you turned: turned??? turned on??? maybe the tv i dont know,
candy consumed: can't remember
tv program watched: MTV videos
vacation taken: man now that i think of it havent had a vacation since my stomach surgery and i COULDNT work...and even before that probably not since the summer after 10th grade JESUS CHRIST, i should take a vacation
book you read: i dont really read alot of books, probably the cd insert of some straight edge band i listen to
rude comment made: i dont know i try not to be rude i cant really remember...
person you yelled at: probably the duck(sorry)
compliment made: duck
person you called: i think it was mike
last person who called you: my dad

[ <> * % # FAVORiTES <> * % # ]

color: green
food: pizza,spaghetti,salad, protein bars(they actually start tasting good after a while),potatoes, and theres more stuff i eat
junk food: i dont know anything
ice cream flavor: vanilla 
restaurant: town spa and bertucci's (tie)
fast food restaurant: same
pizza topping: nothing
place to order pizza from: see above
cuisine: i dont know
candy: i dont know
gum: i hate gum
beverage: soda
soda: (Caffeine Free)Coca ~ Cola
fruit: oranges
vegetable: lettuce, cucumbers tomatoes, carrots, peppers, i dont know theres so many
animal: little kitties
holiday: halloween
season: summer (it would be Fall,but the quick coming of winter before falls even halfway over kind of ruins it).
time of day: the minute i wake up
day of week: Thursday
time of the year: right around when summer meets fall
place to be: with the duck, or at a show, or sometimes both
vacation spot: i dont go on vacations
state: MA
city: boston has some cool shows but i like stoughton just cus i grew up there 
weather type: sunny, bright, no rain or precipitation of any kind, just clear skys and about 80 degrees.
book:i dont know
type of music: Punk/Hardcore(edge) stuff(Oi Too)
cd: right now , Chain Of Strength Discography(TOTTSHT)
song: True Till Death or Too Deep Until Now
band: Possibly the Gorilla Biscuits but of ALL TIME is of course...The Misfits
singer: CIV...and of all time Glenn Danzig
radio station: WLOK
type of movie: Music movies
movie: TYF video or fight club i dont know
actor/actress: i dont know
tv channel: Comedy Central
tv series: Family Guy
tv character:Peter Griffin
store: GAP, Newbury Comics, Hot Topic, Interpunk, RevHQ(Even though they rip me off and ive never actually received anything ive purchased,actually im not sure if its my fault or not so the blame isnt on anyone)
thing to spend $ on: cds shows shirts, stuff at the gap,
item of clothing: i dont know, probably my new shirts when they come in the mail
accessory: My 1987 X-Rated Swatch watch(which by the way cost me $130 and is still going up in price) no straight edge kid is complete without one.haha
clothing brand: Gap, Champion,Dickies
shoe brand: Adidas, Saucony, Nike, DC, Converse. 
shopping website:Interpunk
bath n body work scent: i dont know
hair style: POS-TOP (and devil lock,but im allergic to hair dye)
shampoo: i dont know
conditioner: i dont know
nail color: i dont know
wall color: white
room decoration: posters and pictures
computer brand: Gateway
instant messaging program: AIM 
computer game: i dont play computer games
video game: i dont play video games
thing to do: hang out with Julia,hang out at Al's,sit around and listen to music,eat pizza,sing,play guitar,record, go online...i think thats it.
craft: i dont know
subject: i graduated
school activity: i graduated

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burger king or mcdonalds: vEDGEtarian
fried or baked foods:i dont know
summer or winter: summer
chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
peanut butter or jelly: peanut butter
coke or pepsi: Coca~Cola
vanilla coke or cherry: Vanilla i guess, if i HAD to chose one
mello yello or mountain dew: mountain dew , again, if i HAD to choose one
7up or sprite: Sprite
mr. pibb or dr. pepper: NEITHER never, i hate that crap
ice or no (in drinks): ice is good
screw on lid or tab: screw on lid
aluminum or plastic (soft drink containers): aluminum ( if they only made aluminium things with screw on covers)
paper or plastic (grocery store bags):plastic because i used to work at a grocery store and i wanted to kill people when they asked for paper.
pancake or waffle: pancake
apple or orange: orange
cappacino or coffee: i dont drink either
hot dog or hamburger:vEDGEtarian
sweet or sour: sweet i guess
travel by car or plane: car
front seat or back: front
window seat or isle: window
2 door or 4 door car: 4
van or suv: van
police or firestation: WHAT?
pencil or pen: pen
blue or black ink:black 
holly wood video or block buster: block buster
silk or cotton: cotton
silver or gold: i dont care
long sleeve or short: short
long or short hair: Short on me , long on girls
curly or straight hair: straight
dog or cat:cat 
shower or bath: shower 
pink or red: red
black or white: white 
hot or cold: hot
gap or old navy: Gap 
beach or pool: pool (because you dont have to be stuck in you POOL for 4 hours, you can just go inside.)
tv or computer: computer
vhs or dvd: dvd
cd or cassette: this is a tough one, cds are clearly better sounding, and you can skip songs, but tapes are cool cus theyre old school. but i like cds better.tapes are cool as long as theres CD VERSIONS OF THEM ***Cough Cough*** Lockin' Out ***Cough Cough***


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1. what is your favorite possession and why?: My Car because i can hold all my realy favorite possesions like my cds , guitar, etc, inside it. and it could act as a home if it came down to it, and it gets me where i want no matter how far away.
2. if you had only one thing to take to a desert island what would it be? well thers no electricity there so that rules out cds and stuff like that...my guitar.
3. if you had to be in a room alone with someone for 72 hours who would it be? Julia
4.if you had to live in one city for the rest of your life what would it be? Stoughton
5. if you got to take a vacation tomorrow to anywhere you'd like where would you go? i dont know,haha, i have no idea i dont even think about vacations.
6. if you had to wear a certain shirt for a whole year which shirt of yours would it be? My Misfits shirt with the skull on it.(preferably a brand new one)
7. if i gave you $10,000 to spend at only one store which store would it be? probably a tattoo parlor, and i would get covered.
8. if you had to listen to one cd for a whole week long which cd would it be? i actually DO this very often haha, so its not that hard of a decision, its whatever im the most siked about at the moment.

well OH BOY wasn't that fun...i wish i had a full time job, my job sucks so bad they treat me like crap and its not even good pay and they wont give me full time and the hours are horrible and i have to work EVERY weekend, my only 2 days off are tuesdays and thursdays...STUPID.....i need a full time job SO BAD...well like i always do, im trying to look at the positive side of things...at least a band is in the works and i really like the music and everyone involved is actually into it, and im the singer. well im gonna go take a shower now.

ill probably update this later, i think theres something im supposed to do after i get out of work today but i cant remember...if you know leave a comment and remind me. ill probably update this later today anyway because i have no life

• Current Mood:Sick,mad about work,but posi
• Current Music:Chain Of Strength - The One Thing That Still Holds True 

Thursday, February 5th, 2004

Well i'm sick. bad, bad cold. today, i woke up and felt really sick and i drove to newbury comics and bought the new slapshot AGAIN because my old one broke, i bought the chain of strength cd AGAIN because my old one broke, i also bought embrace today's "Soldiers". good stuff. deb's B-day today, i got her the new coldplay cd which turns out she already HAD. SUPER...but yeah. but f*ckin work wont give me valentines day off even though they already did and i said i could work it and then now they can't give it back to me now that theyve changed it. GREAT. well i went to my dads with Julia for a while and we hung out and stuff. then i drove her home,had pizza listened to my new cds(i burned them for duck) and i took some Ny-Quil for my f*ckin cold. at first i was VERY reluctant to take it, but then i was just thinking how ridiculous i was being...it will probably make me better and it will DEFINITELY make me feel better,its not gonna f*ck me up, only good things can come out of me taking it so i took it. well mike recorded xTake It Awayx's first song (that he wrote) and it's available for download , now he plays everything on it but i guess im gonna be the singer and Colin is going to play guitar,my brother on bass and mike on drums... well here's the song http://www.purevolume.com/xtakeitawayx
Take It Away might not even end up being the name we just needed something for now,for the site. LEAVE COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK OF IT THANXXX.

PS remember mikes behind all of it so give him the credit.

well im gonna go now

• Current Mood:  tired
• Current Music:Chain Of Strength - Through These Eyes

Thursday, February 5th, 2004

well, last night i had the practice which just ended up being a jam session of a bunch of cover songs of different bands, and my dad called and said the part is postpond AWESOME.no sleeve just yet...well yeah mike and kerri broke up,and i'm in a new band, its old school, its hardcore, its melodic...and i just might be the singer...i hope to GOD this happens cus i really need a band bad...its all i want to do in life...yeah.

im not really gonna hype this thing up until theres a demo out because it seems i get everything so hyped up in my head that it just falls apart for some reason. yeah but im really looking forward to this,theres already 1 song recorded. 

i just want to be happy, i cant stand not being in a band because music is pretty much my only big interest. i would like to sing in a band more than ANYTHING, but i dont know if ill end up doing that, i'd be content just playing guitar i guess. its better than nothing. i dont know. sometimes i get really happy about things, and then 2 seconds later ill be really depressed. its strange i dont know. 

well ANYWAY, today i picked julia up at school and we went back to my dads for a bit. we had pizza then we went to work. work sucked. never appreciated there. i told my boss i CAN work valentines day now. and now after that i just remembered julia took the day off and now im not sure if i can get the day off AGAIN. F*CK. i hope this doesnt turn into a big problem...i have the day off tommorow, and its my favorite day off the week (Thursday) for many reasons... :)

yeah well that's it,enough pointless babbling for now... time to go to sleep.

February 3rd, 2004

I have decided to get one of these live journal things. They seem nice, and only registered users can sign comments so no one will anonymously talk sh*t. this is good *sings black flag song* THIS IS GOOD, THIS IS GOOD!. well today, i woke up, and went online. I am still online, i am listening to the Gorilla Biscuits. later today, i am going to pick Julia up at her school and then we are going to go to the gym,THEN, we are going out to eat with my mom (Pizza at some place in norwood i think, either way its pizza so can't be bad(Knock On Wood)). THEN im having practice with my Misfits cover band. It should be alot of fun, and an eventfull day. I am seeing Dumptruck, Righteous Jams, The Jaguarz and more, FEB 13th. then I am getting the outline of my sleeve started the next day on valentines day(will you be my...Valentine)I like typing EXACTLY like I talk, i sing everything thats a song and i capitalize the words i would stress when i talk. anyways, I can't wait for my sleeve its gonna be so much fun... well im gonna go and learn more about this live journal thing,hopefully this entry won't get lost or deleted or something.

PS
heres a link to a picture of my sleeve in case you want to see it, i think it looks nice(im changing a few things about it (bottle of poison being replaced with something else,8 - Ball being replaced with black flag bars, and no Kiss Me Kill Me(I dont know why she wrote that there thats not very cool, but other than that it looks good, and its going to be re-drawn to look good)))

http://www.angelfire.com/ma4/jasontankerley/jason.jpg