Jul. 27th, 2006 11:43 AM: Energy is playing Warped Tour

Jul. 25th, 2006 at 3:43 PM: Talk Hard

No matter how good things are going I always feel down at the end of the day I don't know why, I am really imbalanced. One second I think wow, I couldn't be happier, my band is doing so well, were playing warped tour we have a cd coming out in september that's all written and will be recorded at the OUTPOST very soon, I have the best girlfriend in the world. I am not searching for love, I finally have my "dream", I'm in a band that everyone is telling me has potential....I do not WORK for a living, I find a way to get through every day without punching a clock! I don't know how long that is going to last but I'm going to milk it for all its worth and blow the governments money on ANOTHER ful sleeve of tattoos!

I just don't know what its gonna takr for me to finally not get depressed every night, I probably always will, and whether I do or don't, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if my band tours the world and makes millions, it doesn't matter if I find tryue happyness in love. It doesn't matter if I even live tomorow. Because we all just die and our voices are forgotten. 

WE ALL JUST FUCKING DIE.