Tuesday, September 6th, 2005

 Depression

The thing consuming more and more of my 24 hours i have in each day

there is no escape.



Lately i have been residing in Brockton MA, in my new Apt i share with Bobby And Jere. 

i have my own room, i like it, i work 530 to 2 5 random days a week but 2 of which are always saturday and sunday, and i make less money than you.

i pay for my brand new car and my apartment witht his terrible job i have, and i have to deal with all of this ON TOP of all my completly un-related depression.

whatever

ill just continue living like this until i get famous or die

Saturday, August 13th, 2005

 I haven't updated in a while so here's how i've been doing...

i still don't have a good job and everyone thinks i'm a loser cus i don't go to college
went to a job fair thing for IKEA today...didn't even get a one on one interview...so i guess that means i didn't get the job.

August 26th i move into my apartment in Brockton with Jere And Bobby,this and musical aspirations are the only 2 things that make me happy in life.

so if you wanna come hang out at the apartment hit me up and we'll do this shit!

i have also accepted the fact that i will remain alone forever. i can't talk to people, nevermind girls, any girl i ever have had any interest in would never know it cus i'm pathetic and don't know how to speak my mind.

I am never happy anymore.

Wednesday, July 20th, 2005

 Music WILL be my life. i WILL go on tour someday with whatever musicians i'm meant to, i guess i just have to wait for thigns to just happen. 

hopefully it's with my new band...