I'm sitting at my mom's with nothing to do.
she gave me the daily "you're amounting to nothing" lecture and went on her way to work....
she said I should be at least ON MY WAY to being sucessful, and she's dissapointed that she can't depend on me.
Not my fault she chose the most dreadful life path desireable (In my eyes at least)
It really didn't get to me, what got to me was the fact that she's so hung up on paying for shit she doesn't need, and worrying about wether or not she can tell the people she knows that her oldest son is "Doin allright..."
We're all just going to die, haha, why worry?
it seems so obvious to me what path I am, and SHOULD be chosing, but it's clearly not so obvious to the rest of the world...
i know that nobody reads this
THIS RAIN HAS KILLED MY WILL TO DO ANYTHING CONSTRUCTIVE. if this was going to be how the weather was for the rest of my life, i would surely kill myself very soon.
OK NOW FOR THE NOT SO DEPRESSING PARTS:
ENERGY has a show this THURSDAY with GO IT ALONE/LISTEN UP/MELTDOWN....please go to this, I pretty much did go it alone a favor by hooking them up with a MA date, and i would feel bad if nobody was there...so not even really for my band - PLEASE GO its only like 6 bucks and what the HELL else are you gonna do on a thursday night for CHEAP that's better than seeing a few friends bands and THE BEST BAND IN HARDCORE(Go It Alone)??? NOTHING you're gonna get fucked up or sit around and be boring, that's what you;re going to do...
We will be recording our cd sometime in JUNE probably(next month) at the legendary OUTPOST in stoughton(most likely) and it will be out late june to mid july on ROCK VEGAS RECORDS!!!
i'm so siked on that, there's nothing i am happier about right now than the fact that people seem to enjoy my band,we have a cd coming out on a label...and we have some pretty big shows coming up...
www.myspace.com/thisenergy
I'm so happy I have someone in my life that I can talk to about anything, be cute with, and just plain EXIST contently without having to feel like we have to prove anything to each other
i love you julia
Thanks For Reading
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