I've realized, that no one gives a shit about me, not NO ONE literally but just most people I am acquainted with. I don't minwd though because I don't give a shit about them. Everyone sucks. No one makes any attempts to contact me when I'm gone, I have a phone, I have a sidekick, yet the only IMs or texts or calls I get, are from julia or my family....no exaggerations. Everyone else with me right now calls people, people call them, because they miss/are missed by people....no one misses me, except Julia and my family, and I consider her my family at this point seeing as we started going out 5 years ago last week..... so just my family.
I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad because, well, I don't miss you. I could never see you again and be fine with it. Call me cold, I don't care. Call me selfish, I don't care. There's a reason we aren't ACTUALLY friends.... I will continue to go through life still being nice to you....but for your own knowledge just know, that if I never saw you again, it wouldn't phase me. If you died, it wouldn't personally phase me, I wouldn't be glad you were gone, it just wouldn't affect me.
I have nothing in common with you. Oh you like certain bands? Cool....me too......later.
Everyone I know goes and hangs out with people and does stuff.......no one calls me, no one cares, I don't call anyone, no one hangs out with me. I don't hang out with anyone. No one cares. When people run into me(by accident) its OH HEY TANK WHAT'S UP? And that's it, no one asks me to do anything no one cares.....and I don't care to do anything with anyone.
There's no point in me doing this I'm just stating all of this because I want to write it.....I never want to get close to you. I'm just publicly stating an observation I made. I don't want to hang out with you, so even if you tried, I wouldn't.
I hate everyone, and I might as well not exist to anyone else. No one back home misses me. NO ONE. You aren't my friend. No matter what you think, you aren't.
I meet strangers on the road and talk to them more than ill EVER talk to you. Because I don't know them and they don't know me. I don't want to be friends with any of the strangers I meet, but it just goes to show how little the people I KNOW, actually care.
I just can't explain in words how much I hate everyone.
Don't try to fucking talk to me after reading this either ill just ignore you.. If you want to think its because I think I'm better than you or anyone.......go for it, I don't give a fuck.
Were all just going to die anyways, and the fact that I write this, and the fact that you read it wil NEVER mater to ANYONE EVER.
Fuck You
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