I've got to stop being so negative and angry for no reason all the time.
I have nothing to really complain about or be mad about.
I wish I could take a class on relaxing and handling situations/daily life.
When I see everyone being happy and normal I seriously get jealous.
I let every single thing bother me so bad, and I complain about everything, and I criticize everything and everyone for everything I see wrong, I need to just tone that shit down, I need to just take in the goodness of everything that happens.
I don't know what's wrong with me
Maybe people DO actually want to get to know me, maybe people DO actually want to hang out and become better friends....maybe I just come across as un-approachable, mean, stuck upor something else bad..
I can assure you that deep down, I am none of those, I'm actually a very nice person and I probably DON'T hate you.....
Seems like I'm going back on what I said in a recent post but u know....maybe I'M the asshole, maybe JUST MAYBE its ME and not everyone else......
Thank you for reading this
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